Saturday

I never have Saturday off (at least rarely) so today is kind of cool . Kids are running around while I should probably be the ref , but we can all kick back a little today . I did do some work already , not much but some .
I actuall had to take today off because my mother -in-law to be ( who is our regular child care ) couldn't have the kids today, so I am here , pretty much relaxing drinking way too much coffee. I love my kids , our house is kind of crappy , but it is filled with love. We live here in a kind of low income area , in a huge but kind of delapadated trailer .We have a total of 5 kids . I have two from a previous marriage, Jacob & Tim. then Johanna has two (aslo from before me )Michael & AJ, Then we have precious Calvin together. All Boys !!!! I love that because I don't think I could take it if my daughter was being a jerk . This life is hard soometimes but I believe it will all be worth it in the end . I know I love them all very much . Especially Johanna Who I plan to marry on November 10th !!
I can't wait until we are husband & wife .Well I have to go take care of this little boy . I hope if any one reads this they have a really great day . God Bless. Shaun

#2

ok,
This is post number two for me. I am pretty tired ( I just got in from work ) but I decided to do this now anyway . So I do have really awsome news I am going to marry the love of my life & hopefully she will not end up so disappointed that she leaves me . I think this is going to be really great , lots of work but really great.our kids are probably some of the happiest I have ever met already & I think knowing that we are together for life will only make them more secure .it is still really hard some days , but this is the best life I have ever known & I can't imagine what things would be like if we were apart. we actually got our marriage liscense over a week ago but we have had no time . We don't have much money or time , so I think we are in agreement that our wedding will be a small affair with just a few friends & family . I think the most important thing is that we do this for real & let God in from the very first day . Not to say that I am a religious fanatic , but I trruly believe that God put us in each others way .I am sure He knew what would happen ( even though we would have 1 child out of wedlock & many obstacles to overcome along with much hurt to each other) I think our marriage isalready blessed by God , I know that will make some people think Iam really mislead & lost soul.
I know that God has lead me to this place ( ok maybe he drug me )
and I know that he has shown me so much favor .
As a song I used to hear on the radio said ,"I now He didn't bring me this far to leave me". So I say Rise & shine today is a new day today I have a clean slate & I am forgiven & I am loved even if I don't always feel like it .


Thank You Lord For your mercy & for you unbelievable patience with me .
AMEN
Shaun

Hello

Well,
I never thought I would do this , I mean putting random thoughts on the web for people to read , bu I have done a lot of things in recent years I never thought I would do .This is a picture of Johanna & our son . Aren't they beautiful?
So here it is, my first blog entry , I hope it is not too awfully boring for those of you who do find it . any way this is the first time I am trying this . I will post more until I think it has gotten way too stupid then I will stop . Have a great day ,
Shaun